I can’t sleep, I can’t stay awake… 

owen-the-good:

You’re not alone, I’m here aren’t I? *smiles a little, extending his hand* Hi, I’m Owen. I work here. I know how to help a hurting heart too, it’s pretty much foolproof. 

*looks up at him, blinking* I-I don’t know, I mean I hope you are…but I am scared to believe you are real and then find out you were just a figment of my imagination. *gives him a half broken smile* Owen? Do you work here? You look as if you do…I’m Fawn. *touches his hand lightly making sure it is real before leaning into him wrapping her arms around him* You can make my heart stop hurting? 

I can’t sleep, I can’t stay awake… 

owen-the-good:

Are you alright, sweetheart?

I-I…no, I don’t think I am alright…my head keeps playing tricks on me, I fell in love with an hallucination, no one from home is here. I’m all alone and my heart hurts.  

I can’t sleep, I can’t stay awake… 

I-I don’t want to be alone…

T-they weren’t real?  

onlydreamstheycannotkeep:

-continues hugging her a while longer before she pulls back sighing softly-

Then don’t forget them… they may not be as real now but they were real in your mind and they made you happy. I know I have plenty of memories that I lost just as I know some of my memories may not be real but having the thoughts in my head helps sometimes… I think… I know it hurts now sweety, but it has to get better, pain won’t last forever.

I could never forget them, they made me happy - I was happy. They made this place better, but now…now they are gone. And it is hard to trust what I see and who I let in, what if they are also fake. What if I am always going to be alone and the only thing I will have left is my figments of my imagination? What if the only real love I have is with a guy I made up in my mind? What if it hurts to even think about him because all the memories I shared with him were all make believe. He was perfect. I had my brother here, he protected me? Who will protect me now? They kept me safe? The dark wasn’t so scary with them near, I wasn’t afraid of my mind. But now I am alone, my mind took away my last bits of safety, it tried to ruin all the happiness I have left. When I close my eyes, I see them but when I open them I realize they aren’t there. It’s like my heart gets to break all over again with each hour that passes. 

T-they weren’t real?  

onlydreamstheycannotkeep:

-bites her lip and shakes her head- I… I’m really very sorry dear… maybe something can help, like walking or maybe some water? -Unsure of what to do Aurora simply tries to follow her instincts and hugs the girl-

Your not mad… then again we could all technically be a little mad here… it will get better I promise…

*crashes into hopelessly while crying, holding onto her tightly*

Water and walking aren’t going to make them real, t-they aren’t going to bring them back. I was in love with something my mind made up and now he is gone! My only protection is still back at home, the people I let in were just hallucinations. E-everything hurts. 

T-they weren’t real?  

onlydreamstheycannotkeep:

Oh, you mean like memories or real people… I’m sorry they went away… I’m sorry your mind was playing tricks on you dear. Do you need something?

*tears wale up in her eyes again* N-no…I thought they were real people, memories of those people, but I w-was wrong. What I need, I can’t have…so no I guess there isn’t. I guess, I am just mad..incredibly mad with no one. 

T-they weren’t real?  

onlydreamstheycannotkeep:

Who’s not real, dear? -tilts her head and looks at the girl-

Everyone! T-they weren’t real, just hallucinations that my mind made to play tricks on me. I was happy and they were never really there! They’re gone and there is no way I can get them back…